Today is my 19th birthday. Nineteen years I have walked on this earth and have seen and done many things.

I was slightly depressed. Nineteen years and what have I accomplished? But then I had some time to reflect and I am on the path that I want to be. I just need to persevere.

I had originally requested today off because I had wanted to do some stuff with my friends but alas, I couldn’t get it. So I came in at 2pm today and was sent over to the promotions stand all by my lonesome try to get people to sample our “wonderful rosemary pork loin” (which is really good by the way) for several hours. Then the deli crew surprised me with a box of cookies! Yay! The deli manager even bought me lunch which really surprised me. Though it can be stressful, I am really blessed to work with these people.

I left work a little early so I could get home to my family who decided to stay up for me. We had cake and opened presents. I got myself some nice clothing and Fall Out Boy’s new cd (much better then their old one imo). The elder of my two sister’s also got me a Relient K t-shirt which was really nice.

  • Posted by Trebonte at 1:09 am. Category: Life, Work. 2 Comments.

    • “All matter originates and exists only by virtue of a force… We must assume behind this force the existence of a conscious and intelligent Mind. This Mind is the matrix of all matter.” - Max Planck (0)

    Today’s entry is brought to you by Seventh Day Slumber’s song, “Shattered Life” and by Viewers Like You.

    Will you rescue me? Could you get me out alive?
    I’m trying to hold on but I’ve lost the will to fight
    Will You rescue me? Take me far away from this shattered life.

    How can I go on pretending that there’s nothing wrong?
    Life has brought me to my knees
    This mask I hide behind is killing me,
    There’s nothing left
    Is there anyone who feels like me?
    When the smoke is gone I have to face what I’ve become…

    I have gone so far astray. Looking into the mirror, I’ve become something that I do not like. Perhaps I’m on my way but surely there must be more? Life has brought me to my knees, all I’m doing is trying to survive, to keep up and maintain what I have but it’s not enough. It’s never enough.

    This wanting more from me is tearing me, it’s breaking me

    Will You come and rescue me from my shattered life?

  • Posted by Trebonte at 3:11 am. Category: Life. 3 Comments.

    • Putt’s Law: Technology is dominated by two types of people: Those who understand what they do not manage. Those who manage what they do not understand. (0)
    • Music video that Gerhalt shared with me. The song is kinda addicting. Apparently the movie that the music vid is based off of (Loser) is different but I may see it. (0)